Lost In Hell

15 march 2011... Im Lost, im totally lost... this year im doin nth, im increase nth !!! haiz... i reli wanna knoe wat was happen on myself in this year. i oways telling myself im doing my best, doing the correct way... bt... in the end, im still lost. lost in many way, same as hell... every choice is related with my future. feel useless in this fucking hell. Feel so suffer and the breath is hardly take...  =(( is this a dream ? i hope it is.. hopefully it is!! is there any tips that can help me in my life ? =/ i nid a tips badly... explore alot without caring bout risk is same as suiside. aiks..!!!  my mood is down deeply rite now...  feel wan go travel and throw away this feeling.

what shud i aim?

where shud i go ?